Metamorphic Episodes

I just realized 

How beautiful

I am

Worthy of respect 

I am

And you couldn't wait

It's too bad

That I wasn't worth

Your weight

Because I finally realized

I AM

Isolated Showers

Me

You want me

You

With your soft, curly hair and sexy smile

Pretty boy

That's what they call you

Me

You want me

Me

With my kinky hair, wide hips, lips full to view

But you

Are positive

Me

You want me

It must be my air of vulnerability

Missed with insecurity

Attracting to my inability

To reason why

You want me

It could be my inexperience 

Making me delirious

Or are you just plain curious

About how it could be

With me

Our eyes met

Bodies start to sweat

And well

You know the rest

The brief interlude with lips

Tongues intertwine like two lovers

Dancing to the rhythm of a slow jam

Hands finding hips on their journey to lips

Would I be a good teacher

Or you be a slow learner

Whichever

Whatever

It could of, should of, would of been me

Could it possibly

Totally

Absolutely be me

Or

Are you caught up in an illusion

At the inclusion of my omission on your decision

To have me

Me

Breath. Eyes. Memories

Me

Skin. Hair. Thighs.

Me

Joys. Sorrows. Fears.

Me

Hopes. Dreams. Desires

Me

Look at me

Standing on this train bound for nowhere but here

With you

Wanting me physically not mentally

Focusing on chemistry not ministry

To the 

Mind. Soul.Spirit.

Me

Oh

I.C.U

Don't really want

Me

Patriarchal Rain

I wonder if you knew

One day I'd come to be

I wonder if you knew

How happy we could be

I wonder if you knew 

Or if you even cared

'Cause if you knew
Then why did you leave